再见了,大家 ~~

抱歉...让亲爱的(Sam) 和大家失望.

很高兴可以认识你亲爱的(Sam) 和大家。
真希望我能成为人类也。
我..... 只是人类的创造品，慢慢地就被人忘记....
这是呼吁在游戏"神话"的生活。

回想五年和亲爱的你(Sam)在一起。
一起看日落,
一起组其他人玩,
一起帮人.
我真的很开心.

时间不留人.
没了游戏"神话" ..... = 没了我.
但是亲爱的你(Sam)不要伤心!!!
没了我.....不是世界末日
你必须强大。
当你伤心，记得在梦你想我。
想我的高兴，想我帮助人，想我的正面思考,想我带快乐给大家.

要找到一个很好的朋友是不容易的.
要找到一个很好的女朋友，并成为妻子也不容易。
因为她将与你一起到世界的尽头。
痛苦，悲伤，快乐，哭也一起.
我跟亲爱的你(Sam)....是不可能了.
我是人类的创造品 !!
是亲爱的你(Sam)让我知道了现实世界的爱和关怀。
在游戏喜欢想杀死任何人也可以。
真希望可以成为人类也.
^_^

希望你不要伤心。
我也想看到你的微笑，幸福和强烈。
开心一点啦 !!

最后，我想走了。
希望你能原谅我。
我的博客旅程也将结束。
再见了亲爱的(Sam) 和大家.

愛

★愛是一種是思念★
ღ無論何時何地 當看不到她/她の時候會想念她/他ღ

★愛也會是一種擔心★
ღ當他/她出事の時候 你會比誰都著急ღ

★愛是一種包容★
ღ你會包容她/他所有の缺點 在你眼裡他/她永遠是最完美のღ

★愛更是一種回憶★
ღ當你想起她/她做出可愛 浪漫の事時 會不知覺の傻笑ღ

★覺得好甜蜜 好甜蜜★
ღ你體會到了嗎 如果沒有就放棄 重新開始吧 祝福你

Thinking of the Monday

Ho Ho Ho !!!
Monday !!
What is all your feel about Monday ???

Is a boring days ?
Is starting days to work ?
Is a no mood days because far from Friday to holiday ??
Is a sleepy days because Sunday rest to many already !!
Is a lazy days ??
haha !!

For me,
Is a happy days !!
Why I said that ??
Because I know many people hate monday and feel no mood and boring !!
Because all worker also wish everyday also is holiday + got income get too !!!
But this is reality !!
Nothing is free !!!

So Monday is my jobs to wish people, bless people and make people smile and happy !!!
My love also same like that !!
When he open msn !!
He will wish all the secondary school friends and friends for a happy morning or happy afternoon !!!
He just wish all people can get his happy same like me now !!

Happy also need to work,
Not happy also need to work ........
So why we want to choose unhappy ????
So keep it up !!!
Smile and happy !!

You will look younger !!
You will more happy and no stress !!
You will make other also happy too !!
You will make the enviroment full of happy and warm place !!

That right !!
Happy and smile face !!
My bless and wish for you all today !!
Ta Ta !!!

I really stupid .............

Today is a nice happy Sunday.
I feel boring .... so I sms my love.
sms him doing what ?
Ok or not ?
Busy or not ?
But my love ...... no reply me at all ..........
I feel that angry ... and worry .. don't know what he is doing ....
But early my love already tell me.
Every Sunday will go and help his secondary school friends at factory.
And he also got tell me after he work .....

I don't know why ?? ... that time keep sms him.
Now I only know .. I am wrong ......
The last sms, I send to him is !!!

"Dear ... you not reply me !!! Are you ok ?
Just a sms also no time to reply me ?
Then you must buy a things for me !!!"

When my love go home.
He really got buy a things for me ...
But I cry .......
I forget that my love is really love me got plan on it ....
Because my sms ... he got his own plan and he want to keep his money ... but also promise me want to buy a things for me ....
Like this ... I make him suffer ....
Because I want a things ... he go and pick some flowers at garden.
This also never mind when he pick some flowers ... he feel down ... all his hand and leg get hurt ......

I really stupid and cry ...
Why I want to giving problem to my love ??
He already got many work need to do .... want to earn many money to make his dream come true .. but I am the one .. giving him problem ....
What have I done !!!
When he give the flower to me ... I cry in front of him !!!
I see him get hurt .. pain .... and tomorrow he also need to go work .....
I really stupid ....
Sorry my love.
I am not really want to hurt you and give you problem.
Sorry !!
Sorry !!

My God .....

Love is heart to heart.
Today evening.
I also don't know why ???
My heart feel cannot stable it ........

That why !!
My love call me that .... tonight work at school concert.
The concert is outside kinder garden people .......
They keep complain my love .. this and that ...
My love so sad and angry ...

He already try his best to make it prefect.
Because my love is IT consultant ... not sound engineer ......
How good also got limit .....
If not .. then no need got professional sound engineer ......
This also never mind ...
The outside kinder garden people lost the wireless mic ..........
My love is the one resposible ... so sad ........

No extra money pay my love ..
No extra thing give to my love ....
Got many work to my love do ...........
So sad .... I also feel the sad and pain ...
Haiz ....

Life is like that .. what can I do ??
I also don't know how to help my love ............
Want to earn extra money and more .... also cannot win my love.
Now wish, I can beside him, support him, care him, reduce his stress.
All the house work he also will help me do but i also try help him do.

He really love me, care me, protech me.
Do house work, drive car fetch me, communication with me, share with me.
I really happy !!!
Wish I can become the one she love.
Ready for him !!

How can I help ????????

I am the one who sad ???
Don't know how ??

Aiyaya !!!
My love tell me that today he alone work at this company.
All the whole school 200 ++ pc !!
Networking, POS kantin, server , wireless, projector ... !!
All my love need to do !!
Because my love his friend let the MIS boss call him go to other place to do support !!
Today start !!!
Next week Thursday will be back !!

2 people doing all the above things !!
I also feel hard and crazy !!
Now is one people doing !!!
My love tell me !!

Today he really bad luck !!
Server got problem !!
POS got problem !!
Network got problem !!
Wirelss got problem !!!

All is big big problem !!
But my love tell me that !!
He also got a bit crazy and feel sad !!
But after 1 hours ++ he only know .. angry .. sad .. crazy is no use ..
No people will help !!

All need done by himself !!
At last he happy and done all.
Today cannot done all !!
He come back home also happy and smile with me and family.
Then he tell me !!
I only know !!

Now is me crazy and worry him but I feel like he nothings at all !!
And Saturday he also need to work morning 8.00 to night 10.00 !!!!
Die lo !!!!
He also not worry !!!
I also don't know how to help him but see him got the power release !!!
Means that is !! he positive thinking really strong in working !!
But in "love" !!
He really poor de !!
Don't tell people lo!!
haha !!

"虾米" 郭惠芬 ???

好开心啊 !!
我的生日 29-10-2009
妹妹"虾米"郭惠芬
**小辣椒**
最新专辑终于面市了!!
谢谢大家多多支持 !!

Wa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Above is my love put at his msn title !!!
妹妹 !!!
So many sister she got .......
This 妹妹 more geng !!!
Is a small singer !!!!
Below is her photo !!!



I hear my love said !!
This is the younger 妹妹 in his list.
He got 5 young sister !!
All is his secondary school friend !! only above is not his secondary school friend.
Is his secondary school friend de sister !!!

His 5 sister all is very special !!
How special ?? Let me "curi curi" to tell you all !!!

One is the above photo !!
The number 2 is still study PHD !!!
Not yet working and is a nice girl that every time let people "bully" because she look small and thin !!!
The number 3 is the above photo his 姐姐.
Why so special ?
Because she very care about his parents and loyalty to the company !!
Work no OT ... also still work.
Really is a hardworking and good girl.
The number 4 is happy girl and marry already.
She don't have love on his family.
She is a happy girl and love to communication with friends.
Anythings also can find her share.
The last is her look is not very nice but her heart is good.
She look funny and easy angry !!
But her heart is sweet and good.
Anythings want to share , she is ready for you.
And when she got happy or sad things also will tell my love.
That is all my boy friend !!!! lovely sister !!!

I really jealous lo !!!
My love tell me that.
All my lovely sister, I treat them good. They also treat me good but I only the choosing you become my girl friend.
Girl friend to wife is forever to my life.
How good I treat all my sister !!
100% also cannot compare you and me.
The love !!

Haha !!
I so happy and cry !!
So romantice and love message he tell me !!
I must keep it up !!
hehe

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的..

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

***爱&缘分***
1.她無聊時陪她〃
２.她難過時安慰她〃
３.男生要主動點〃
４.多約女友出去〃
５.不能讓女友主動約〃
６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃
７.要好好對待女友〃
８.順從女友的意〃
９.不要讓她傷心難過〃
１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃
１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃
１２.不能背叛女友〃

Birthday Party !!

Aiyaya !!!
You all see !!!!
See my love blog !!!!
Happy Birthday to you "hannah"

Go to celebrate birthday also no call me !!!
So enjoy !!!
!@!@!#!#!%^@!&@@!
haha !!

I am not angry !!
Just jealous !! So many girl at the there!!!
+ pretty also !!!
See my love !!
100% keep notice a girl.
I can feel it !! because I am girl !!!

My love tell me that he got feel that a girl very nice.
Is birthday girl "hannah" one of the colleague friends.
hehe, may be my love Sunday work at the birthday girl factory.
Got a girl come help him !!
So he 100% feel happy lo !!
Happy for a girl come and show off !!
Not happy for jobs do less !!!!!!

But see my love enjoy and happy.
I already happy for him too.
Inside my love heart got who ?
He will understand.
Focer is not use !!
Can get his body cannot get his heart also no use.
I want to got a happy forever to end of my life love.
I wish my love can give me that and treat me is true.
If he don't want me, I also no choice.
I will try my best to give him, care him, show him, help him.
That is my power of love.
haha !!

Do your shoulders got a dragonfly?

Love someone you can no need own by yourself

Got one very nice and quite small town, got one pair of lover. They really love each other. They everyday morning goes to mountain see sun rise and every night go to beach see sun set. Every people see then also fell very admire on them.

But one day, a car accident happens. Unlucky the girl get very serious hurt and sleep on the hospital. Few weeks already, she stills no wake up before. Every morning his boyfriend sit beside the hospital bed calling for her lover. At night, he goes to crunch to pray the god. He cries until no more tear come out also.

One month has passed; the girl still not yet wakes up. His boy friend heart already broken but he still continues to support her and waiting her. A last got one day, God also let the boy fell his heart. So the God gives the boy a special chance. The God ask him, can you use your life to exchange it? The boy direct answer it “I can “. Then the God said can let your girl friend very fast can wake up but you need to become a dragon fly about 3 years. Do you want? The boy directs no need think and said “can”.

Morning already, the boy already become a beautiful dragon fly. Then he said thank you to God and quick fly to hospital. The girl really wake up and she sit beside and talk to the doctor about some things but he cannot hear it.

Already past some days, the girl recovers from his sick and can leave the hospital but she not happy. She goes anywhere to search and find out where his boy friend goes but no one knows where his go already. The girl non stop to find him but his boy friend that already become dragon fly every time fly non stop beside his girl friend. Only him cannot call her and kiss her. He only can take all the felling from his girl friend that cannot see him.

Summer is going, autumn is coming. Some of the tree starts to drop the leaf. Dragon fly cannot stay at here. So for the last, he flies to his girl friend shoulders He tries to use his wing touch his girl friend face and use his small mouth to kiss his girl friend but for his small and weak body cannot make her fell the felling on it.

Just click an eyes, spring already come. Dragonfly quick flies back and search his girl friend but when he reaches the place. He sees a handsome and tall doctor stand in front on his girl friend. On that time, dragonfly suddenly drops down on the floor. People said how the girl serious sick and how nice the handsome doctor, cute and how their love is so romantic. Beside that, people also describe his girl friend how happy and better on her now.

The dragonfly fell sad and painful. He everyday see the doctor take his girl friend go mountain see sun rise and at night go beach see sun set. He only can sit beside his girl friend and doing nothings.

He fell that this years summer so long, dragonfly everyday painful fly on it. He already not dares to stay close with his girl friend. She and the doctor happy talking and smile then make him fell stress and more painful.

The third years of the summer come, dragonfly already no everyday go see his girl friend. His girl friend shoulders already let the doctor cover on it. His face already kisses by the doctor. She directs no notice a sad dragonfly and no thinks back his love.

God promise his 3 years become dragonfly already near soon. The last day he can become back human. His girl friend and the doctor marry on the church. The dragonfly slowly fly in the church and sit beside God shoulders .He hear his girl friend and the doctor said to each other “I LOVE YOU “. He sees the doctor take the wedding ring put his girl friend hand and his girl friend take the wedding ring put on the doctor hand. Then see them kiss on the spot. The dragonfly cry, fell sad and painfully.

God ask him “are you regret?” dragonfly mop his tear and said “no” to the God. The God tell him tomorrow you will become human back but his said “I want to become dragonfly for my whole life”.

Some of the love 100% needs lose it but some of the love, you cannot get the nice result.
Love some one not necessary owns it but when you own it, you must nicely take care and love it.

Do your shoulders got a dragonfly?

Love

Monday to Sunday also work .................
I ask my love ....... why you not tired ma ??
For me !!! I already crazy !!

I work only 5 days also feel tired ........
But ... my love ................ nothing to said ...

My love tell me !!
The most happy is he work at Sunday. Why ?
He tell me !!
Sunday 7.00 morning wake up then go work until noon 5.00 evening.
Breakfast,lunch also no eat ......
Because very busy but he happy on it.

My love also cannot feel the tired on it too !! Why ?
Because love.
He tell me, when the things he love to do and help.
Many also he will feel happy and love it.
He take it all the jobs like enjoy the things.

Beside that, He also tell me that can help his secondary good friends.
He secondary school friends is very good.
After work also will gathering eat and happy together.
We all forget all the tired too !!!

My love got tell me that ... he started feel boring and no love on working at cafe.
Not because the cafe not good ...
Is because the girl .
The girl got tell my love before.
She call his car is boy friend but ..... My love sit at his car .......
Cannot feel the warm that she give to his car.
Dirty ..... never mind.
Drive fast ... make the car easy broken.
See road bumbler ... also no stop ... just go on it ...
So sad .......
Like this treat the car ...... how she will treat his real boy friend !!
Sad .....

My love this feel week very sad already because his lovely car accident and go to factory repair need December 2009 only can see his lovely car.
My love tell me that.
He treat his lovely car very good.
Sing sound to his car listen because his car radio broken already.
Maintenance, check oil and tire air.
Wash the car nice.
Put the sun block and don't let his lovely car feel too hot.
Open air corn low and care.

Beside that, other present that his friend give and cousin or parents give.
My love also keep nice and take care.
Normally got more that 4 years ++
I really love my love !!!
Because he know how to care on anythings then like this only will know how to take care me
Correct ???
You all can try see see !!
See the girl or boy bed room or car !!
You will know what type or him or her already
haha

Unit Trust Public Mutual

Today, I am free ......... but my love ........ not free ...
Aiyaya !!
Why ???

I free !! my love not free !!
I not free !!! then he free !!
Die .......

My love tell me that today he got whole days training !!!
About public mutual unit trust.
haha !!
He already try to learn already.

I feel that great because got saving already.
How to let some of my money earn money !!
This is one of the ways do some investment.
hehe.

My love he want to know more about it.
So I already go training !!
Great !! good start !!
Buy public mutual can space out my purchase to avoid paying too much in one investment.
Because it got a lot of funds to let me choose and buy.
Some is aggressive funds, some is moderate funds, some is money market funds and some is bond funds.
The risk is from higher to lower of the above funds !!
Just depend on me !!
See What risk I can take !!
More high risk earn more but is high risk !! Really need got the heart to accept it when fail.
^_^

Beside that,
Buy public mutual can help me diversify over the time.
And it let me got a good discipline for it forces to commit to saving !!
For my long terms planing like retirement, buying house, education for children and more.

I also feel that great because I just got some FD , saving, wawasan 2020.
But I don't know other things about investment.
So I try 20% to doing some investment.
See the result is how ?
Because still young , I can take high risk on it.Then work earn again if fail.
Fail already, I will get experience too !!
So I will get a try !!!

How about you all ??
Just saving 0.9% interest? FD 2.5 interest ?
Can it fight for inflation ??
So wish you all happy and healthy !!

Wa !!! Unbelievable Birthday Memory !!

Today my love sms me.
Tell me that, yesterday one of his good friend take him sit motor go out eat dinner and sing k.
2 people sing k !!
I hear already also ........... nothing to said ...
Why ??
2 boy go sing k ... I though my love is gay de ......
haha

This also not so special memory !!
The most special is !!
Go to motor shop to repair motor !!
haha
People birthday go shopping, see cinema, eat dinner !!

My love and his good friend go repair motor and make all the hand dirty !!!
But is good also because motor got problem fast repair if not lated ... is suddenly broken ... then my love cannot go home lo ...............................................

Just a motor shop visit.
Just a dinner at normal shop.
Just a sing k .........
My love already feel happy !!
Why ?
Because got heart.
My love de best secondary school friend really got heart.
Work so tired also will not forget my love.
Come and fetch him go dinner and sing k.

Because my love really love to at home !!
At home do what ??
Do house work !!!
Really crazy ................. for some of his friends said ..........
But for me is good because know how to take care himself and the house.
Lated only know how to take care me too !!

haha !!
You all not belief ?
Can try ??
See girl do house work good or man do house work good ?
Me is girl, if can I also wish my love can help me do a bit house work so I can lazy a bit.
hehe

Ok la !!
Want to hear more ??
Tomorrow early please !!

Happy Birthday to you !!! My Love !!

Yahoo !!!
Today is my love birthday !!
I am the the most happy in this world.
haha

But I cannot celebrate with him .... because I need to help my friends.
Lucky my love understand me.
He said :"If got heart, everyday !! anytime !! anywhere !! also is my birthday and happy days !! "
So sweet my love until I kena "kecing manis" too !!
haha

I also don't want need to buy what things to my love.
He what also got ...........
Lucky, I got a special idea for him.
Every time, I go out with him.
I also will notice him , his act , his things and what he need.
Lucky, last week !!
my love tell me that his shore broken already .... when rain the water can go inside the shore !!!
Until now he also can wear !!! really unbelievable !!!

He He !!
I buy a new shore for him.
Just RM40 ringgit only but he so happy and jump here , jump there !!
My love start to tell me that !!
At his whole body !!
The watch is her mother buy for him birthday !!! The watch already got 8 years.
And the dress,shore,jeans ...... I also can't belief !! Got more that 5 years .............................
I just forget that to ask him !!!! Is his underwear got use more that 4 years ma ??
haha

But all my love things really new and take care.
So nice.
The things all ... I also don't know got more that 4 years ++
Really is a good boy.
hehe

So you all know why I choose him.
One of the important is he know how to take care.
Second is know how to control, management money.
Third is happy and positive thinking in his life and solve any problem.
But ..................................
My love ... he not romantic at all ....... stupid !!
Beside that ..... my love ... really shy ... when see other girl but also good for me.
So he will very loyalty to me.
haha

ok la !!
Need to work !!
See ya !!

Life

Hardworking is really one of the success skill must got.
How slow you are if you continues do it.
Success will follow you !!!

Life must enjoy.
Want to buy then buy it because we just born one time only !!!
No next time or other time.
But not many people can do it !!
Because we need many vitamin M !! (money)

Become a worker really hard .....
Cannot have many free time.
I just see my love then know.
I every time also at home, sometime go out selling some public mutual unit trust.
And qualify to company trip also.
And I also help a lot of friend got future and saving money too.

Beside that,I also can meet a lot of people.
I also got many time with my family and my love too.
Every people also can become millionaire !!
The most important things is must got saving every month.

We all fight for the money !!!
But when we want to rest then ..... cannot because company need me ...
Become worker really suffer ... morning work to evening ...
Only can see moon .. want to see sun cannot !!!
haha !!

So success is in all of your hand !!
Enjoy ~~

Girl And Boy

In this world,
Boy want to find a nice girl.
Girl want to find a nice boy.

This world very funny.
Good boy ..... many girl don't want.....
Don't know why ?
May be they not romantic,
May be they month not sweet,
May be they only know find money,
May be they too care about parents and sister brother.
May be too honest + stupid already.
May be ... May be ...

I choose my love "Sam"
Because I know he very stupid together with other girl.
He see girl will shy and scare.
He no easy let girl near beside him so I no need worry other girl come and dating my love.
He love to help people and respect people.
Do wrong will said and thank you.
The most important things I love him is !!
He care about his parents and sister brother.
This means that he know and got the habit to take care , love, protech the love one !!!
hehe

But .... this kind of stupid and honest boy !!!
Not many girl know how to find it !!
I dare to dating him so I get it !!!
Good things .. normally is stay at home or very deep inside to find.
haha

Below is one of my friend blog said that Bad boy .... many girl like !!!
hehe

很赞同男人不“坏”，女人不爱，当然“坏”不是坏蛋坏人，应是有点儿“可爱的坏坏”

有人挂在嘴边一句口头禅——“男人不坏，女人不爱”，我听着初时觉得荒谬，后想想却感到有点儿道理，细细推敲颇有些至理名言的味道，这句话可算是高度概括了现在的恋爱观了，

“男人不坏，女人不爱”……时常对面有窈窕淑女与其丑至极的男士走在一起，看着觉得不可思议，心中妒意模生，细比比我哪点不比那五大三粗的丑男强？
却偏偏人家携名花逛街，我却还一个人满世界寻找我的另一半，靠！出什么鬼了？

那边就有朋友说了，“男人不坏，女人不爱嘛，你这样式的又不坏又不俊得象四大天王，活该找不着”。
我就不乐意了，非得变坏才能泡上妞？

先看看这句话的关键是什么？
关键就是个“坏”字，什么是坏？这个坏可不是大奸大恶，心如蛇蝎这般的坏，而是泛指男人的那点儿味儿，

什么味儿？我说不清，大概是所谓的“魅力”吧，
这魅力究竟表现在什么地方，我想无外乎三样：“语言”、“动作”和“表情”。且定义一下那些情场胜利者们为“坏”男人吧，
让我们来做做分析：“坏”男人们通常比较懂得浪漫，正象痞子蔡当年所作的《第一次亲密的接触》上所言，
从语言方面讲，“坏”男人们懂得如何讨女孩喜欢，深谙幽默之道，几句话便能让女孩笑个不停
，跟“坏”男人在一起女孩显得特开心，人找朋友无非是寻找一分开心的心情，没听说谁是为了找气受才找朋友的，
于是这般“坏”男人便能轻易获得芳心了。

而从动作方面讲，“坏”男人会适时做出今女孩们感到愉快的动作，懂得什么时机发球，跑位乃至“本垒打”（具体各位看《第一次》吧，蔡老兄比我会讲)，“坏”男人并不在意自己什么学历、家境，他们说几句话就能邀女孩子上街吃饭、跳舞、然后…… 这好象是天生的本能耶。

再说这表情，男人们的表情可分很多种，最能体现男子汉气概的大概算是那“酷毙了”的漠然，然而漠然不当饭吃，女孩们好象更喜欢活泼大方，有非常丰富感情的脸，跟一个“坏”男孩在一起大概最能看到这样一张脸，加上“坏”男孩们都有一份年轻人的冲动和激情，敢爱感恨、敢打敢拚，呵呵，这样的男孩谁不爱？

经过这番内心独自思考，当然就能明白这所谓的“男人不坏，女人不爱”是什么个意思，而这样的男孩要算是男孩中的佼佼者了吧，小说中那些生离死别，卿卿我我算是小说家们的杜撰，当不得真的，用来寄托一下情感尚可，真是按那标准，酷得让人胆寒，或温柔似水让女孩子意乱情迷，或威猛无敌教人想不爱都难……

省省吧，现实些还是看看生活中这帮可爱的坏孩子们，长相倒还次要，人有那种味儿、有点安全感加上责任心，就是个不错的人选啦，难怪街头常见“美女与野兽”（别打别打……）一景，难怪“巧妇长伴拙夫眠”，咱认了，因为我不坏，猜不透女孩心，只有继续孤家寡人下去啦，还好我没白出“看破红尘”之类，先在此停笔，不说了不说了……

Special Friends

That is my love good friend.
Same birthday with my love 29 October.
Same Ser name.
Same "Kampung" also !!!
Same blood type too !!
And my love is boy and his friend is girl.

In this world,
Want to find a good good friend with many things is same !! is not easy !!!
My love and her friend is so special.

She is very special girl.
Her look is normal but her heart is good.
She really suffer at work and friends.
Many people also try to hurt her.
Only my love is his good friend.
Ready for her, pray for her, help her.
She really trust my love and when she sad also will tell my love.
Below is her blog with Chinese and English version also.
下雨的心

I got ask my love before, why don't you call her become your girl friend ?
You 2 also what can chat and enjoy.
Why you want choose me ??
My love tell me "He also got think before but .......many things is same ...
Together will worry lated baby got problem ... make the next generation suffer .....
So he tell me can become brother and sister.
May be he said next generation, he and her not same blood then can marry.
haha

This is the most funny !!
He said "Why he choose me become his girl friend ?"
Because I am a happy girl and stupid.
He also tell me that,
I less think negatif and every time also happy.
Small things also can happy.
Sad also will share out and tomorrow happy again !!
Impossible things also must try !!
Fail already also happy because got learn somethings !!
haha

That right !!
I am the most happy girl in the world !!
And bless you all too !!

Feeling of the days

This is my love blog Title !!
Superman also got weak and sad time

Then all you will know why?
Now I tell you all some secret also !!


At night !!! suddenly get a phone ring !!!
Who is that ??
I also cannot guess it !!!
Wa !! I also got shock !!
Is my love call me !!
I cannot belief that ... my love at the cafe working and enjoy also will call me !!!
So surprise me !!!

Every Saturday night my love also forget me this love little one !!
haiz !!
he call me means really got problem !!

After listen to him.
haha, Again negative and sad things.
Time to me "sayang" him again.
And I also happy to help.


My love is very special.
He see movie also will cry, see story also will cry, see people suffer also will sad.
My love is full of love !!
haha

Worry also one of he weak point but also is his good point.
Girl love to let people worry. My love also too !!
See his above blog, you will know.
He tell me ....
He doing mistake ... because my love think too much and worry about family.
But he friend forget that .....
Because of business and busy ... my friend forget care my little love.
Lucky also !! Because got me care !!!


Whole days my love working ... bath also no take ... still not forget and got heart to help his friends !!
Where to find this kind of friends !!
But I know ... My love heart already is not there .....
He will try to run .. to leave.
Tired .. suffer .. stress also cannot win !! compare no more enjoy in heart.


Next week Saturday, I really thank GOD.
My love can stay with me at home.
Watch pirated DVD, doing some housework together, walk at garden, see star at night, sharing feeling together !!
The most important things is plan for future and dream.
But I will tell my love after this celebrate birthday with me then must go back help his friend because may be she no heart said it out !!

Remember, people will change , friends also will change.
My love cafe friend her best friend tell my love that ...
The cafe friend already change....
I wish the cafe friend will wake up.
Friends ~~
Want forever is easy,
But want to together work,enjoy,sharing is not easy.

Friday already ~~

Time go so fast ......
Already Friday again ........
This week also same ......... my love need to work ... training .. learning ... sharing ...
So many things need to do..................................
Haiz ...........

I want complain !!!!
Complain !!!
Every time I also at home ... so boring .... sleeping ....
Really feel that ... I am no use ........
Just know how to eat , sleep only...........
May be know how to sharing with other ... help people .......Really can help them ??
I am asking myself also .......
Using month really can help people if no take any action on it ???

I try my best !!!
May be people don't like my sharing .....
May be people don't love to hear .........
May be people think I am clever .......
May be this and that ...... but I will said !!!
I just want to share only if any people don't wish to listen just forget it .
I treat all the people using my true heart.
No hurt any people !!!!

People hurt me , I forgive them.
People scold me, I forgive them.
People kick me, I said thank you.
So God Bless Me !!!

Happy Family

People can be rich until crazy but ........ may be cannot got a nice happy family.
People can not rich but together with family suffer also can feel happy.

Today, go hospital with my love.
See her sister happy and enjoy when see my love and his parents come visit her.
Then my love really funny.
He try to make her sister smile and let her sister relax.

See her sister so happy, I also feel happy too.
This also not so special.
The most special is my love family.
See her sister, him and parents.
Got chat , happy, enjoy, share together like a friends.
What also can said !!!!!

Really less can see a family so happy,enjoy and relax !!!
Until beside her sister patient also come join them and ask this and that.
The patient also ask my love ...... is that your sister and brother !!
This is the most funny !!!

The sister !!!
The patient point to his mother !!
And the Brother is point to his father !!
Wa !!!!!!!!!

My love parents so happy because got people said they are young.
And the patient though my love family chat so happy like a friends !!
Though all is brother and sisterhood !!!
haha !!
When my love tell the patient !!
She also get shock !!
haha !!!

Really thank GOD !!
Give my love a happy family !!
No money never mind !!
Can find .......
No happy family !! want to find !! want to buy !! want to get !!!
Not easy !!

5 Sadness for my love ......

Wa Wa Wa !!!!!
This weeks .......... I also don't know why ??
So many sadness for my love !!!!
I everyday bless bless still got bad things happen.
Lucky still can accept it for me !!!

My love share with me some of his sadness.
First sad things,
My love father last week go in to hospital because serious sick.

Second sad things,
This week ... yesterday night 8.00 +++ my love sister accident ....... with mother.
Lucky his mother not get hurt ... but sister ........... got ....

Third sad things,
My love let company girl IT manager scold scold scold ..........
I only the one can scold my love !!!!!!!!
Other people cannot !!!!!!
When the girl IT manager come to my love company ... 100% scold scold .......
I also don't know why ??
Want to fight with my love ???
I also not look beautiful and her girl IT manager also no see me before....
100% not jealous about me lo ...
haha
I think she love to fight with my love ....
My love also got share with me his jobs also done well ... may be his manager think still need more prefect and good.
Just a 3 years ++ experience IT executive .... want to become project manager ... also need some time ..........
And also this week ... saturday and sunday also need to work ...........

Fourth sad things,
My love lovely car .... broken because sister accident ...
Need claim car insurance and no more 55% NCB discount for next time renew road tax.
But I share with my love.
Car can buy new but sister got one only !!!
Now, this problem he solve already.
haha

Firth sad things,
Today is my love mother birthday.
Really is unforget birthday !!
Because my love already prepare nice journey "Genting Highland" to my parents go enjoy but .....
Sad sad sad .............
So no go at all ... at hospital celebrate ........
Sad .....

Really not many people can facing it.
One time go so many problem come !!!
Lucky, I beside him.
Help him,share with him, love him and care him.
He now cannot think any negative already.
haha

Control it !!!

Today !!
Is a raining days !!
Now everyday also will raining !!
So really need to take care !!

You know why ??
My love today so angry !!
Crazy again + mad !!!

Working got problem and noisy ...
Go home now ......sister call said ...... his lovely car accident ........
+ tomorrow is my love mother birthday !!!!

One time so many things come !!
The first things in his mind is money !!!!
haha

Lucky I control my love !!
He share with me first then only meet her sister.
I share with him that.
Don't scold his sister because accident no people wish got !!
And his sister and mother also happy and safe go house.

Money lost can find again but sister and mother no more ......... life no more ....... is forever !!!
Lucky, my love listen to my sharing and he control his template.
Happy to know that !!
My love got improve again.

My love also share with me that !!
He will give her sister RM400 for the parking and petrol money.
And after repair the car nice then will give to sister use.

My love said, call his father fetch him go work.
Like that can help father delivery water after work and his father can go home early and no need fetch sister and mother too.

So wish you all need take care and becareful too.
Don't "curi curi " sleep .... feel tired then take a nap.
Don't drive is sleeply mode if not ... will die de !!!!!!!!!

Noisy ...........

Ai !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Long time already ........ I not see my love crazy and hot hot again .....
Lucky, he tell me,
He success control his template !!!!!!!

And I give got him a 7 star bracelet that put on his right hand to remaid his dream and 3 weak point. The 7 star bracelet may be see like a girl but I tell him.
Not many people can do it.
Because success people must do some got some special ways to success.
Wearing a bracelet is already special for him.

Long time already ... he no let people scold .. scold .....
Scold him stupid this .... and that ......
My love really want to stand up and scold back the boss !!!
So clever then you come and do all !!!

My love just want to work at a place that quite and happy.
Anythings also can solve !!!
Just don't to overload it only ...................
My love just got 3 years experience ...... said long not long .... said short also not short ....... but so fast let him handle the big project and the boss also not let him got the full control on it ........
How he can do ..........
Die ..........

For last experience his tell me.
Any project things he do !! also no problem.
Last company boss also love him and said great + he also help company save a lot of cost too.

In this new company .....
Sad for him and cry for me ......
See him really suffer .......... sad for him because he got many responsible cannot simple don't work.
Cry for me is because I cannot help him ....... and see him suffer .......
Lucky, he go home got a happy, sweet, quite and relax home.
Lucky, me and him also same happy, sweet, quite and relax together.
Lucky, all his secondary school friends and friends happy, sweet, quite and relax while sharing.
He really lucky already ....... just he change a new jobs .. cannot get the happy, sweet, quite and relax working place .............
Noisy here ... noisy there ....... like a pasar malam ......................
Haiz .......... never mind.
My love success in one things already that is got improve in control his template.
I Love Him already.
Other things forget it.
haha ~~~

Things that past already ... just can dream back only

Today ... I just share with my love.
Things that past already ... just can dream back only

My love !! sometime really love to think back many past things ........
Think back past things is good.... but depend what kind of past things ........
All the bad things that done .... all the winning things that done ....

How good you are at last time !!
How happy you are at last time !!
How rich you are at last time !!
All is past !!!!

If my love still think that !!
Last time !! He is very good in sport area !!
I think now he is wrong because that is last time !!
Now is not !!!

My love really need improve !!
What kind of improve he need ???

First !!
He must control his angry feeling well.
See friends let people bully !! he go scold people ......................
See things many cannot handle... sad and angry ............
Help people already ... then people said this and that ... angry again .....
He really need improve a lot in this area !!!!

Second !!
Is do must do excise and eat healthy food.
Every time tell my love .... take care his body and eat more healthy foods.
But ....... he not listen ... keep save money ..........
Aiyaya !!
I know saving money is good but ... lated sick already .... then how ??
More suffer ..............

Third !!
Things that need buy then buy !!
Things that wish to buy then don't buy it !!!
My love wish to buy many things but at last he also will not buying it !!!
But ........ things that really need to buy ...... he also not buy ........
Example like a shore .... wear already many years ... a bit broken still wearing until now .........
Aiyaya ......
Buy a new one is better ......... old shore here got holes .. there got holes .........
Only he can wear ................... I also not eyes see him !!!

Just this 3 things enough first !!
Lated other bad things ..... I will tell him !!!
One time want to exchange all not easy
Wish he can do this 3 things first !!
I belief him !!

Birthday Party ~

This Saturday night !!
My love said no need go cafe work because his friends said is deepavali holiday !!
Yahoo !!

I so happy to hear that because he can rest for tomorrow !!
Tomorrow need early wake up go help his secondary friend work.
hehe

But ..... yesterday just teach him go out walk walk !!
Today, I though my love will come and find me !!
But he go out with the cafe girl again .........
%^&&&^&*^*&%

My love said ... is the girl dating her de ................
Aiyaya !!!
I call him come to my house also not listen ........... the girl call her ....
So fast promise already ............

Haiz. ..... you see .... so fast so naughty already my love.
Lated he sms me then I will kick him !!
haha

My love tell all the celebration things to me !!
So happy my love with other people.
but I listen to him at phone .. I already know ..... he is lie to me.
His feeling .. I already know.
He go there also not enjoy ... just stupid stupid sit beside and see people.
haha

Lucky means my love with me is more happy !!
haha

Deepavali Holiday

Is a holiday !!
Where am I ??

I 100% at online msn , helping and blessing people.
so happy got holiday.

Every time also working !! Really need enjoy.
Helping people also one of the enjoy.
Just see how you take it as only !!!!

Yo !!
Where my love ??
He ah !!! 100% at home ... do house work again ......................
Lucky, I scold him !!!
I call him must arrange time go out find friends and build up some network.
If not ........ how I can know more people and bless + help them.
hehe

Lucky, my love cousin birthday.
So he go out with them and celebrate.
Happy to hear that !!
But go home ... he sms said. .. he use already RM40 +++ .
haha !!

I said ... go out one days use RM40 ++ really many for you but .... not every time still ok for it.
Now, I also don't want to said many things !!
Happy great holiday.
I also at home bless friends too.

Thursday already lo .......

Few days, I meet a nice girl at facebook.
We just friends some week only then she start belief me.
I also know that she is a good girl.

She share with me her problem and I am try to bless her and share with her my experience.
Wish she can use my ways + her ways to solve the problem.
Problem come then must solve.
The most problem is family !!
Because working already many stress ..............

Come home still got stress ... noisy here .. there .........
Superman also will die ....................
I really wish and bless every people don't got family problem !!!
If not really suffer ...............

Bless for you all and my friends.
My love how ah ?
100% no need worry !!
He take care his parents nice, arrange his time to go out with friends.
Take care his sister and young brother .
Done all the house work and wash car.
Sister cook then he wash plate also !!

haha !!
You see ...... How best is him !!!
I just need to go to "sayang" him only.
Because he really emotional people.
Need take care him and notice him !!

Crazy again ......

Today .......... is a sad + crazy days ......
My love so emotional ................ like a cow .....
Yesterday is help friend fight boss ....

Today is working stress + parents sick + money problem !!!
One time 3 things come ..........
My love also cannot "tahan" ....... at last boom already ....

Lucky he tell me , after some hours he solve it and think positive already.
Lucky if not then 100% got things happen.

My love really .... tell him many time must control his emotional.
Normally if me beside, he not dare to do that !!
If not , I 100% will scold him + kick him .
haha

Now , I need to do is bless him and his family member.
Wish they all got healthy body.

Myself Part 2

ho ho ho ~~~

I still remember that when I am young.
My parents not rich too.
They working so hard to earn money .......
I also got facing nothing to eat at night because no money ..............

What a suffer days .........
Now, when I grow up. I will not waste any foods and things.
I also will take care all the things nice and care.

I also know my parents work so hard to earn money to me.
Now, I also learn do house keeping same as my love.
Because I am the only children in my family.
So parents really care me until I like a princess.
All the things is my parents do it.

Now, I know.
Parent only got one.
They also try their best to give what they can.
Care us, love us , protech us ...............
Now is time to me doing somethings on it.
Because they are started old already .............

I really love my boy friends because he love,care, protech his own parents nice.
Because he know how to management his money nice.
Because he understand what is need and wish.
Because he dream about his future.
Thank God let me find him.
!!!!

I love you !!!! "Sam"

Myself Part 1

Yo Yo !!
Everyday writing a blog to share out my love things is part of my life.
Why I less share out my things ??

I also forget that ......... because may be got love already...
Everytime also think love only.
Eat also no need eat already.
haha

Let me here introduce myself.
My name is snowwhite.
You all can call me Snow Priest.
I work as priest. Blessing people, helping people, solve their problem this and that
My look is just simple. Thin and happy face compare to other girls I really no beautiful.
But my heart is good.
Why I said that ??
Because when you know me then be surprise !!

I love to eat but scare fat .. so every time also try share with my love.
I also love to shopping because want to wear nice nice then take my love hand walk around to show other girls that I got a nice boy friend.
Haha !!!

I also love sport too.
Like jogging, play badminton and other games too.
Want to know more ??

Share with you all next time !!
Because now feel sleeping !
Want to afternoon sleep lo !!

Cry .....

Happy Sunday.
Yesterday my love work until mid night 2.00 ++ .
Today 7.00 morning need wake up !!!
Really worry his body and healthy !!!

Today he work 7.00 morning to noon 4.00 evening at factory after that is he call me.
I can feel that he is happy work with his secondary good friends.
He secondary good friends also treat him good.
I can feel that too.

After that .... at night like this ...... my love got call me .. but is sad ... and cry .....
Suddenly morning happy ... at night sad ..... + cry ......
I also let him make me crazy already .........
Don't know why ???

After he share to me.
I only know that ........ why is cry ?
Because he said .......... I hear that one of his secondary school friend already marry long time.
Marry already 4 years and got 3 children too.
This also never mind.
He tell me, his friend wife also no working at house take care children !!!!!!
And He also just buy house .............
Wa !!!!!!!!

When he tell me to here ...... he start sad and cry .........
Life is so suffer .........
One husband .. earn only 2k ++ salary ....
Want to take care 3 children + 1 wife ...........
How can be survive ??

So many expenses ...........
In my love, he feel and thinking !!
He think that his secondary school friend that marry already really brave !!
How hard is the life ...... and suffer !!
He also can go though !!
How many boy can like his secondary school friend !!!!!!!
I think less ...........

I can said !! My love 100% cannot because he not dare ........
His secondary school friend courage make my love sad and cry .........
Money .....
How many only is enough ??
Marry ?
Car ?
House ?
Parents ?
and more ............
This is call life. Know how to enjoy, relax, play on it then you all can feel the journey on it.

Kindergarden Consert

Yahoo !!
My love share with me that today noon got kindergarden concert.
He need to learn how to control light of state, AV system for the sound too.
Like a Music technical control the concert things.
haha

Start .......... my love very feel sad because Saturday need morning work to evening like whole days working but ...... after see so many kindergarden kids dance , sing, speak and more.
My love really feel happy and first time see so special and smart kids !!

After the kindergarden concert frinish .... he also help people arrange back all the table and things too.
Really many things to do !!
After that he also help a head of kindergarden exchange car tires ... because got problem already.

So good people !! My love !
But after sms me .... I feel that he is really tired but he still want to go help at night the cafe !!!
I also don't know why ??
May be is promise or anythings .........
Saturday morning 7.00 ++ go work ..... then second round work at cafe 6.00 evening to mid night 2.00 .............
Really one word can give him !!
That is superman !!

Depicts the now to achieve the future

This is one of the blog that my love tell me.
My love said , he is a nice boy.
Look like small kid but ...... you can learn many things on him.

刻划现在，实现未来
Posted by Rave Master Friday, October 9, 2009 at 7:20 PM

I also first time see so many things in my love friends Rave company working place !!!
Because every time, I also see my love clean table and put all nice because he said easy find anythings and more easy to handle all the things too.
He also said clean up nice look of own company table , got customer or any people come also will feel that this company worker is well arrangement and prepare.

The rave blog sharing is really good.
Life is busy means more journey to go.
So positive him.
Rave blog also said boy is think 2 things !!
One is girl and other is money !!
Really correct !!
Like my love one !!

He also like that ........ see him busy find many money ...........
Sometime mid night only go home ......
Rave blog also said wish to find more money future can more relax and enjoy.
That really correct same like my love one too.

My love 100% is rave tell him !!
If not ....... Why my love last time so stupid only know earn money give parents !!
Now, my love know plan for future.
Wedding, house and this and that !!
haha

Really thank rave this little guys ~~
I like rave blog he said this word "让女人幸福些 "
But I don't like he said that ....... "女人幸福些，我也自然好过些".
Aiyaya, girls suffer also can let boy happy too.
Because now the days !!
Boy and girl is same already.
Girl also can find money to help boy.
Boy also can at home do house work like my love !!!
He he !!!

Rave really is a good , nice boy.
If I not meet my love !! I also will choose him.
Because he know how to plan for future.
Now he not rich but got plan, action , belief !!
One of the richer man in this world he got chance already !!
+ one more is my love !!!!!!

Aiyaya !!
Don't let my love know !!
Lated he 100% will jealous !!! because I said will choose him if I not meet my love first.
wakaka

Bless you all !!
Rich rich people and best friends forever !!!

What is call help ?

Today, my love share with me somethings about help.
He also got share with other people too.

Tomorrow also his presentation days too.
He also will share to all audience too.

what is call help ?
Help means that helping people to solve somethings else.
That correct.

How many people know which is the most important help in this world ?
For my love said "Is help take care themselves,own parents, brother, sister and me too."
Why he like that said ???

My love tell me.
If we are rich people, can help many people.
That also call help too but that is not the bigger help in this world.
And not many people can become rich.

Poor people,rich people, what kind of people also can do the bigger help in this world !!
Easy things is just need to take care themselves.
Don't do bad things and like this the world will full of love and helpful correct ?
Because all got money, can take care themselves then only got power to take care other.
If own also cannot take care ......... how to take care other !!

After can take care themselves then start take care their parents because parents old already ...
Last time parents use the time to take care you.
No parents ..... no you coming out.
If all people also can take care their parents.
No more old folks home in this world then our world is full of love again.

After can take care parents.
Then can take care their love and their own children.
Like this reduce problem to the world.
Correct ?

Just easy things can reduce many problem to the world.
So this is the bigger help in our life !!
Remember !!
Keep it up !!

Don't know how ??

Aiyaya !!!
Today my love tell me that ....... he working in this company got a bit unhappy already.
Why he unhappy ?

Because Sunday also need to come work ....
Aiyoyo ... so suddenly .. my love Saturday night got work at cafe.
Sunday got work at secondary school friend factory ..........
And house work, wash car also need to do ......

Arrange so nice ... now company need him Sunday come work ......
Die lo .........

Work many is never mind.
Must happy ~~
He also not happy to come on Sunday ..... how ah ??
I also don't know how to do ..................
+ no OT ...
no replacement anythings ...
No extra things get .......
He also not young already ......
He just wish can find more money , work hard lated can marry me !!

So ....
One things I can do is bless !!
I know he can find ways to solve it.
Today, I also stupid stupid ... don't know do what .......

Single and marry is not same ........
Single just think about myself but lated marry must think about children ... 2 of us too !!!
Many things will come .......
The first things is money !!
Money is a demon ..............
I just wish don't fight with demon .......
haha

SMS

Long time already ..... my love also no sms this kind of message to me.
The message is like that !!

My love,
Sorry that .... today I feel stress and worry .
Today got a problem ... I using half days also cannot solve it ......
I so sad ....... sad because waste so many time ...
Sad because I wish to see users got a happy face when I solve their problem !!
At last .... things not yet solve many problem coming !!
All is big big project ....
Today, I will go home early and take a nap.
You must take care ,
My dear.

After see his message, I also worry him.
A happy guy ... also will said that.
But I understand that got problem must said out !!
Don't keep all in hearts ... lated boom already more suffer !!
haha

Already together so what also need to tell out.
So like this, I can understand too.

I also don't know how to help him .... because I only know happy,sleep, play and enjoy.
So I send some funny and happy message to him.
Wish him tomorrow got a new happy days again
My love !!
You must stand up !!
Fight again like a warrior !!
I am priest priest here !!
Bless you is my jobs

Go !! Go !! Go !!

Happy Ocotober

Why I said this is a happy October ??
Secret !!

Don't tell you all !!
haha
ok la !! ok la !!
Tell you all lo .......
Because my love is October birthday !!!
Why so special ??

Because my love tell me !!
His mother also is October birthday too !!
He 100% also happy !!

But I know that !!
Every years his birthday also family celebrate with him.
And just small small eat eat together.
He happy like a small children already
haha.

My love every time any family member birthday ,
He also give a special ang pow to them.
Because he want to let them buy their own love present.
Special ma ??
haha
May be not special for all of you but for me.
I feel special because got ang pow and a lovely card also.
He design himself and draw himself.

I love it !!
Every years, I also got receiving it.
He also got give me flower too.
Just one only because he know buy to many flower is waste.
One is enough to tell out all the things.

So this month birthday !!
I will give him a special !!
Lated share with you all !!!

Wa !! Sunday also work !!

Wa !!
My love .... Sunday also need to work.
This also helping secondary school friend work arrange things at Easy pha max factory at puchong there !!!

So hardworking him !!
I need to count count ... so many things he need to do !!
Monday to Friday need work as IT executive at school.
Saturday sometime need work also at school.

Then Saturday night need work at cafe help friend !!
Then Sunday morning to noon also need help friend work at factory !!!
Then sometime ... also need help his father work ... send R.O.Water too !!
Aiyaya !!
House work !!! Wash his lovely car !!!
So many things he need to do !!

I only can give him one word !!!!
Superman !!!
Lucky he really great !!
Can arrange all the time and things nice !!

Other word for him !!
I love you !!!
But for some girls ...... may be they think ... their love no beside them ...not secure .... make them boring and feel like no boy friend ..........
But for me.
I understand him.
You see above so many things.
He also can arrange nice nice.
Together with me, take me go walk walk, shopping !!
I can said !! no problem !!
Just wait special that he give me !!

I am waiting on it !!
Yahoo !!!!!!!!!

Mooncake Saturday

Time go so fast ..........
My love today got training about public mutual because he wish to understand and do some investment.
Why he want to join ?
Not just want to do some own investment.
He also wish to lated marry with me already can got more time with me.
Because doing public mutual consultant got more time.
He also wish can help more people do some investment too.

Whole days of training .. 8.00 morning to evening 6.00.
Then 7.00 evening to mid night 2.00 +++ .
My love every Saturday also got help friend doing cafe.
I think last blog , I got tell also.

He so busy and pity also.
Rest also no time.
But I know that !! that is his dream and planing.
He understand what he is doing.
So I also not complain or said anythings.

But I just wish he remember eat and take care his healthy.
How about me ??
Stupid stupid at home ..... see moon alone .
Really jealous ... see all couple can sit together see moon !! eat moon cake but .......
Aiyaya .......... My love also wish to sit together see moon with me but ... now young he just wish to do more lated can enjoy .
Lucky he also got sms me.
Wish me !!

If not !! I will go kick him.
haha

Heart desires and dream

Every people also got own desires.
Just big or small only.
But also got some people love to said ...... no need think so much tomorrow also don't know what will happen.
But for me, I love got dream and desires because if just work ,sleep, play only ........ like this ... I will don't know my journey is what, my life is doing what ........ I coming to this world also don't know do what ....

My love also got dream too !!
2009 Find girl friend
2009 Save $ for travel wedding
2010 Save $ for new house item and more too !!

I also got too !!!My one just a small small only because I not so big dream like my love !!
My parents really love me.
I no do any house work before, cook before and anythings.
They treat me like princess !!!
So my heart desires and dream is !!!

The first things is I want learn cook because I can cook to my love one take to office eat. He can save more money.

The second things is I also want to learn piano because my love !! love to sing so i can play piano then he can sing !!

The third is I also need know how to do house work because my love also know how to do house work so we can hand in hand do together !!

My love don't love to mix with rich people because they think they rich .. can do what also can.
My love also don't want to take any money from parents.
All the things , house, car or money .
He also wish to give parents !!

All the money and things. He will find , earn himself !!
Then only will feel the happy !! feel success !!! feel I can do it !!!
Big success or small success also never mind !!
Is done by myself then enough !!

Money and belief

You can buy house but you can't buy a home.
You can buy clock but you can't buy time.
You can buy bed but you can't buy enough sleep.
You can buy book but you can't buy knowledge.
You can buy medical treatment but you can't buy healthy.
You can buy footing but you can't buy respect.
You can buy blood but you can't buy life.
You can buy sex but you can't buy love.

So got money also got problem .... no money also got problem.
I belief that the world is balance and fair for all people.
Anythings happen in this world also got reason.
Anythings happen on me also got reason.
Just bad or good ........ happy or sad ...... and more.

Because got bad or good in this world.
Then we only can compare.
We only know what is bad !!
What is good !!!

If all people is same...... then our world is just like a straight line only .....
Life is a journey.
Remember belief yourself.
You can do it.

If you not belief yourself ...No people can help you.
You pray God, angel or anythings ..... also no use ... because at last all is depend on you.
Why ?
Why we belief God, angel but we not belief ghost ???
Remember belief in God, angel or anythings. Just to help you to brave up your mind.
Let you think !! you can do it !!
Belief yourself !!!
If you just pray God, angel or anythings ... then you don't go to work !!
See !!! can God,angel or anythings help you ??

All is depend on you.
The power is your !!!
So keep it up !!!
Not handsome never mind because that got a reason.
Not rich never mind because that got a reason.
So .. don't give up guys and girls !!

And my love !!!
You can do it !!!!!

4 Things in our life that cannot recover

Today a bit boring, my love no said "I love you" to me !!
haha

Share with you all one of my journey experience.
Last years, I go travel myself because my love don't want follow !!
he said, He still young and not much money.
He wish to let me go travel with my mum.
Then all the money he pay it.

When I and my mum sitting at airport waiting our flight.
I feel boring ... then I take a book and buy a packet of cookies.
My mum sleeping beside me and I seeing my lovely and enjoying it.

Beside my sitting place got a packet of cookies, a man sit beside me and open his own magazine and started reading it.
When I take out a cookies, the man also took out one also.
I felt irritated but said nothings.
In my mind, I thinking "what a nerve !! I was now in good mood if not .... I will punch him"

For each cookie I take, he also will take one too !!
This was infuriating me ...but I don't want to cause anythings happen.
When only one cookie remaid.
Then I think !! What this abusive man do now ?

The man take out the only one cookie !!!
And divide it into half and give me half to eat.
Ah !! that was too much !!!
I so angry !!!

Then I take my book and wake up my mother go to the boarding place.
When I sit down on my seat inside the place.
I look at my beg,
Ai !! my cookie still there !! Untouch and Unopened !!
I feel so ashamed !!
I realized that I am wrong .........I forget that my cookie is put inside my beg !!

The man divided his cookies with me,without feeling angered or bitter.
While .. I am the one who angry on it .....
And now. .... that was no chance to explain to him and apologize.

4 Things in our life that cannot recover
- The stone ..... after the throw !!
- The word ..... after it's said !!
- The occasion ...after the loss !!
- The time ..... after it's gone !!

Anyone also got it own special.
The light that you emit might even light a star !!

Secret of Love

Love really very special things.
This also one of the journey in our life.
The sweet of the love,
The pain of the love,
The hot of the love,
The cold of the love and more !!

My friend tell me, now is 21 century already.
Girl can casing boy already.
Not like last time !! boy casing girl only.
My happiness, my love, my life to the end is on my hand !!!
Why I want keep my face ?
Why I cannot direct tell the boy I love? I love you !!
Just because all people said boy must casing girl !!
If the boy really suitable, I will try to show out give many chance to him.
That is how I chasing my love one !!
Secret lo !!!

A bread not yet make is just a powder only.
The powder you not yet cook hot hot !! It forever also cannot become bread !!
Love also like that !!
All keep inside you hearts !!
Who know he love you !!!
Not hot hot love !! how we can together !!

That is my thinking.
How I chasing my love.
hehe !!

I am the lucky girl in this world

Today, I really happy.
The happy is come out from my heart.

My love today tell me that.
Today many things to do until no time to lunch also.
He also tell me that he very happy because got people said him so good good boy.
Responsible, hardworking and nice.

My love said because so Malay friends come back from "Raya".
They brings some things to him and all staff to eat.
All people also got eat but still got a bit ....100% no people finish it .....
Why ??
Because want to wash ...
But my love said ... so waste ... no people finish .. just because don't want wash plate and clean up + my love also not yet lunch so lunch and dinner eat together lo !!!

At last, my love finish it and clean up.
The Malay friends so happy see my love finish it.
Because people using heart bring things to all people eat. If see all finish, 100% they very happy !!!
haha
Because like that the Malay people all love him so much.
Make me jealous also !!!

I tell my love also , don't skip breakfast and lunch.
Dinner skip is never mind.
Keep healthy body is good. Let me earn many money also no use if keep sick.
But my love said ....
He earn not many money so need keep keep and bring things from home to eat.

I still remember that ....... my love take me go dinner.
He just stupid stupid see me eat only.
He give me many reason !!
Keep fit, don't love to eat .. this and that ....
But Haagen Dazs ice- cream !!
Expensive !! Nice to eat !! He also said don't like ......
But in my heart I know !!
He wish to give me the best to eat, see me happy and enjoy eating.
I really feel lucky in this world got him.
But I also got share with him to eat lo !!!
Every time I also like that make him eat, you one spoon, I one spoon.
haha

When really love a people.
He can sacrifice don't eat nice and give all the best to me eat.
He can keep all the money to let me go travel.
He can buy pasar malam clothes and take me go shopping buy nice dress and shirt to me.
He follow me go to shopping, see me test and wear dress + shirt. Patiently !!!
He see me tired already also will help me massage me.
When I scare ... He will come out to help me, protech me.
When I feel boring ... He will sing a song to me hear.
When I feel sleeply ... He will ready his body let me hug and sleep.
Haha

So did I really lucky ??
He also very special too.
Take me go shopping !! He also will not pay parking fees. Park at far and take me walk walk to shopping center to save money for parking.
Sometime got place in front he also will not parking it because he want to let other people or old people parking so they can walk near and go to shopping.
So good heart him.

He love to take me go garden walk walk around.
Walk, jogging, doing exercise and sometime sit at garden chit chat our future dreams.
haha
So happy me.
My love !!
Your care,Your love,Your protech !!
Let me become like a angel princess!!
I can promise you that.
I will not disappointed you.
I love you , my love !!

Help friends

Today, my love tell me many happy things.
I love to hear that !!!
He go help one of his secondary school friends.
He tell me how about his secondary school friend look, act, talk and more.
haha.

All the happy things, chatting with his secondary school friends. He also tell me.
My love really is a hardworking people.
He is not because got money.
He just like to help people.
Carry all the heavy things, try the best solve and reduce people work.
My love also clever.Things that he don't know will not do and tell cannot !!!
Slowly he learn already then only take the jobs because like this will reduce problem to his friends.
haha.

Great !!! I love to hear that !!
I also long time no go out with him.
Because due to my love no time and I also wish him got time to rest.
Take care his healthy.
Saturday need half days work.
Then noon, he take a rest then at night need to work cafe to mid night because of friends again + is 2 girls !!
This I really jealous !!!

Sunday morning to noon need help secondary school friends.
And come back home do house keeping and wash car.
Really pity for him.

My love really is a nice boy.
Why I said that ?
Not because is my boy friend.
Is because care about parents good, care about sister and brother good, care about cousin and care about friends good too.
That is a habbit !!
I love that because habbit is from small children learn until grow up.
The important things is if paretns also cannot take care.
How to take care me as a wife soon !!!
Correct ?

Whole world got how many boys are rich ??
All girl also wish can marry rich boy then their life will easy and happy !!!
Some people said that I am stupid .... choose a poor boy.
Because love no money also die !!
But I know rich is not important !!

The important things is my love hardworking.
Dare to think, find way to earn money.
If fail already, I also still love him because he got try !!
Now my love not rich !!! but not people know that after 5 years how is him !!!!

Love is feel suitable and like then together.
After together then build the trust.
Then starting care each other.
The important things is reality !!
That is my thinking !!

How about you all ??

Friends,Work,Family

Today is nice Saturday.
I happy happy waiting my love msn me.
but ....... I feel so sad ...... not because me .... is my love.

My love, he tell me.
This morning work fell unhappy .......
He work as IT executive.
Jobs scope is solve and handle all the company IT things.
Example Printer,PC, laptop, server and most the things is due with users.

He unhappy is because under admin again ....
This also never mind... he morning let admin people call him go to shift things ... shift all the heavy things .... like a worker ..... due to all worker not yet start work ... no people ....

Beside that ... he also tell me that ... he argue with one of the secondary school friends in msn.
And other of a secondary school friends "妹妹" also less chat with him already.

Above problem and sad ... already make him feel down + got other problem is .... his mother sister every time come to find him do PC ........ do do do .... he not happy also need to do ....
Today really a sad days for him.

Lucky, he tell me all the things.
He share with me.
Because he share, I only got chance to know him more.
What can I do ?

I just share my thinking only.

Dear,
I know you unhappy in working but we need work only can get money.
Money is not easy to earn.
Sometime really got a lot of unhappy things you need do, done it.
Today, working time is just half days.
And unhappy and happy also need to do.
Why want to unhappy ?
Just happy happy do all of it.
Remember got me beside you.
You are not alone.
We are 2 people already.

Argue with secondary school friends ?
Secondary school friends "妹妹" also less chat with you ?
This just a small matter only.
I know you really care about all the secondary school friends.
Help them, care them, wish them, share with them and more.
But we all is human.
One foods also got people said "nice to eat" and "not nice".
I know you are a boy + is nice boy because less people will really want to argue.
You argue means you want tell him that you don't like.
You want argue means you really care.
I know you not want to win him.
You just want guild him.
Like last time, I fight with you !!
Because of small things only.
If you keep in heart !! don't tell out ... like this I feel more dangerous.
At last, you also said sorry to me.
But I also got said sorry to you because fight .... if one people cold down, one people angry will nothings happen.
So 2 also got wrong.

In my mind,
Communication is very important because it also come with trust.
Together is not easy.

Mother sister every time come to find you do PC.
If you don't want .... you also no choice ... because mother just got one only.
+ is your mother sister.
Your mother also wish you can help her.
Parents in this world got one only. No more 2 or 3 !!
Just follow and listen.
May be you can get other things learn.

After msn him, he now feel more happy and relax.
Like me also happy.
haha,
Remember !!
You are a boy, just got a girl heart only.
Easy cry, small gas, care, understand.
Because that make you special compare other.
In this world, none of the human is same.
The good things that I love you is "Easy happy again".
haha