4 Things in our life that cannot recover

Today a bit boring, my love no said "I love you" to me !!
haha

Share with you all one of my journey experience.
Last years, I go travel myself because my love don't want follow !!
he said, He still young and not much money.
He wish to let me go travel with my mum.
Then all the money he pay it.

When I and my mum sitting at airport waiting our flight.
I feel boring ... then I take a book and buy a packet of cookies.
My mum sleeping beside me and I seeing my lovely and enjoying it.

Beside my sitting place got a packet of cookies, a man sit beside me and open his own magazine and started reading it.
When I take out a cookies, the man also took out one also.
I felt irritated but said nothings.
In my mind, I thinking "what a nerve !! I was now in good mood if not .... I will punch him"

For each cookie I take, he also will take one too !!
This was infuriating me ...but I don't want to cause anythings happen.
When only one cookie remaid.
Then I think !! What this abusive man do now ?

The man take out the only one cookie !!!
And divide it into half and give me half to eat.
Ah !! that was too much !!!
I so angry !!!

Then I take my book and wake up my mother go to the boarding place.
When I sit down on my seat inside the place.
I look at my beg,
Ai !! my cookie still there !! Untouch and Unopened !!
I feel so ashamed !!
I realized that I am wrong .........I forget that my cookie is put inside my beg !!

The man divided his cookies with me,without feeling angered or bitter.
While .. I am the one who angry on it .....
And now. .... that was no chance to explain to him and apologize.

4 Things in our life that cannot recover
- The stone ..... after the throw !!
- The word ..... after it's said !!
- The occasion ...after the loss !!
- The time ..... after it's gone !!

Anyone also got it own special.
The light that you emit might even light a star !!

Secret of Love

Love really very special things.
This also one of the journey in our life.
The sweet of the love,
The pain of the love,
The hot of the love,
The cold of the love and more !!

My friend tell me, now is 21 century already.
Girl can casing boy already.
Not like last time !! boy casing girl only.
My happiness, my love, my life to the end is on my hand !!!
Why I want keep my face ?
Why I cannot direct tell the boy I love? I love you !!
Just because all people said boy must casing girl !!
If the boy really suitable, I will try to show out give many chance to him.
That is how I chasing my love one !!
Secret lo !!!

A bread not yet make is just a powder only.
The powder you not yet cook hot hot !! It forever also cannot become bread !!
Love also like that !!
All keep inside you hearts !!
Who know he love you !!!
Not hot hot love !! how we can together !!

That is my thinking.
How I chasing my love.
hehe !!

I am the lucky girl in this world

Today, I really happy.
The happy is come out from my heart.

My love today tell me that.
Today many things to do until no time to lunch also.
He also tell me that he very happy because got people said him so good good boy.
Responsible, hardworking and nice.

My love said because so Malay friends come back from "Raya".
They brings some things to him and all staff to eat.
All people also got eat but still got a bit ....100% no people finish it .....
Why ??
Because want to wash ...
But my love said ... so waste ... no people finish .. just because don't want wash plate and clean up + my love also not yet lunch so lunch and dinner eat together lo !!!

At last, my love finish it and clean up.
The Malay friends so happy see my love finish it.
Because people using heart bring things to all people eat. If see all finish, 100% they very happy !!!
haha
Because like that the Malay people all love him so much.
Make me jealous also !!!

I tell my love also , don't skip breakfast and lunch.
Dinner skip is never mind.
Keep healthy body is good. Let me earn many money also no use if keep sick.
But my love said ....
He earn not many money so need keep keep and bring things from home to eat.

I still remember that ....... my love take me go dinner.
He just stupid stupid see me eat only.
He give me many reason !!
Keep fit, don't love to eat .. this and that ....
But Haagen Dazs ice- cream !!
Expensive !! Nice to eat !! He also said don't like ......
But in my heart I know !!
He wish to give me the best to eat, see me happy and enjoy eating.
I really feel lucky in this world got him.
But I also got share with him to eat lo !!!
Every time I also like that make him eat, you one spoon, I one spoon.
haha

When really love a people.
He can sacrifice don't eat nice and give all the best to me eat.
He can keep all the money to let me go travel.
He can buy pasar malam clothes and take me go shopping buy nice dress and shirt to me.
He follow me go to shopping, see me test and wear dress + shirt. Patiently !!!
He see me tired already also will help me massage me.
When I scare ... He will come out to help me, protech me.
When I feel boring ... He will sing a song to me hear.
When I feel sleeply ... He will ready his body let me hug and sleep.
Haha

So did I really lucky ??
He also very special too.
Take me go shopping !! He also will not pay parking fees. Park at far and take me walk walk to shopping center to save money for parking.
Sometime got place in front he also will not parking it because he want to let other people or old people parking so they can walk near and go to shopping.
So good heart him.

He love to take me go garden walk walk around.
Walk, jogging, doing exercise and sometime sit at garden chit chat our future dreams.
haha
So happy me.
My love !!
Your care,Your love,Your protech !!
Let me become like a angel princess!!
I can promise you that.
I will not disappointed you.
I love you , my love !!

Help friends

Today, my love tell me many happy things.
I love to hear that !!!
He go help one of his secondary school friends.
He tell me how about his secondary school friend look, act, talk and more.
haha.

All the happy things, chatting with his secondary school friends. He also tell me.
My love really is a hardworking people.
He is not because got money.
He just like to help people.
Carry all the heavy things, try the best solve and reduce people work.
My love also clever.Things that he don't know will not do and tell cannot !!!
Slowly he learn already then only take the jobs because like this will reduce problem to his friends.
haha.

Great !!! I love to hear that !!
I also long time no go out with him.
Because due to my love no time and I also wish him got time to rest.
Take care his healthy.
Saturday need half days work.
Then noon, he take a rest then at night need to work cafe to mid night because of friends again + is 2 girls !!
This I really jealous !!!

Sunday morning to noon need help secondary school friends.
And come back home do house keeping and wash car.
Really pity for him.

My love really is a nice boy.
Why I said that ?
Not because is my boy friend.
Is because care about parents good, care about sister and brother good, care about cousin and care about friends good too.
That is a habbit !!
I love that because habbit is from small children learn until grow up.
The important things is if paretns also cannot take care.
How to take care me as a wife soon !!!
Correct ?

Whole world got how many boys are rich ??
All girl also wish can marry rich boy then their life will easy and happy !!!
Some people said that I am stupid .... choose a poor boy.
Because love no money also die !!
But I know rich is not important !!

The important things is my love hardworking.
Dare to think, find way to earn money.
If fail already, I also still love him because he got try !!
Now my love not rich !!! but not people know that after 5 years how is him !!!!

Love is feel suitable and like then together.
After together then build the trust.
Then starting care each other.
The important things is reality !!
That is my thinking !!

How about you all ??

Friends,Work,Family

Today is nice Saturday.
I happy happy waiting my love msn me.
but ....... I feel so sad ...... not because me .... is my love.

My love, he tell me.
This morning work fell unhappy .......
He work as IT executive.
Jobs scope is solve and handle all the company IT things.
Example Printer,PC, laptop, server and most the things is due with users.

He unhappy is because under admin again ....
This also never mind... he morning let admin people call him go to shift things ... shift all the heavy things .... like a worker ..... due to all worker not yet start work ... no people ....

Beside that ... he also tell me that ... he argue with one of the secondary school friends in msn.
And other of a secondary school friends "妹妹" also less chat with him already.

Above problem and sad ... already make him feel down + got other problem is .... his mother sister every time come to find him do PC ........ do do do .... he not happy also need to do ....
Today really a sad days for him.

Lucky, he tell me all the things.
He share with me.
Because he share, I only got chance to know him more.
What can I do ?

I just share my thinking only.

Dear,
I know you unhappy in working but we need work only can get money.
Money is not easy to earn.
Sometime really got a lot of unhappy things you need do, done it.
Today, working time is just half days.
And unhappy and happy also need to do.
Why want to unhappy ?
Just happy happy do all of it.
Remember got me beside you.
You are not alone.
We are 2 people already.

Argue with secondary school friends ?
Secondary school friends "妹妹" also less chat with you ?
This just a small matter only.
I know you really care about all the secondary school friends.
Help them, care them, wish them, share with them and more.
But we all is human.
One foods also got people said "nice to eat" and "not nice".
I know you are a boy + is nice boy because less people will really want to argue.
You argue means you want tell him that you don't like.
You want argue means you really care.
I know you not want to win him.
You just want guild him.
Like last time, I fight with you !!
Because of small things only.
If you keep in heart !! don't tell out ... like this I feel more dangerous.
At last, you also said sorry to me.
But I also got said sorry to you because fight .... if one people cold down, one people angry will nothings happen.
So 2 also got wrong.

In my mind,
Communication is very important because it also come with trust.
Together is not easy.

Mother sister every time come to find you do PC.
If you don't want .... you also no choice ... because mother just got one only.
+ is your mother sister.
Your mother also wish you can help her.
Parents in this world got one only. No more 2 or 3 !!
Just follow and listen.
May be you can get other things learn.

After msn him, he now feel more happy and relax.
Like me also happy.
haha,
Remember !!
You are a boy, just got a girl heart only.
Easy cry, small gas, care, understand.
Because that make you special compare other.
In this world, none of the human is same.
The good things that I love you is "Easy happy again".
haha